It is not even a week later and I find myself confused by my last post. After all, this wasn’t a bad cycle. The pain was quite bearable. The mental/emotional havoc, now that is something! But the pain? Bah! I’ve had so much worse. This isn’t even worth thinking about, let alone the effort to pursue solutions.
And so it continues. Of course I am thankful, so very thankful for these days of little physical pain. But how am I ever to have a cure when I am either in too much pain to seek one or else in complete denial of the fact that there really is a serious issue.